The Topic of “Modern” … “Sex”

who the F*ck even cares what I think about anything?

I’m good at it

moving on

( reading over, jeez... this is an easy topic for me to think about… )


Before I go off…

America’s Vibe, my whole damn lifetime , really

but certainly the last decade…

has been…

“ We finally have the Technology to Become Gay “

And Honestly, A part of me is super happy about that

But also, the world is legit falling apart ?

or is it not?

why do We never Get To Know ?????

And that’s probably not Gay Peoples’ Fault

…

100%….

( lol )

I am done with Only fans

have been for 6 months

they can talk to me if they want I just wanna play video games and make music

I was never comfortable trying to hit on those ladies

I think I just wanted to remember what it might’ve been like

They don’t deserve shame for that

Oh but I do

I can only really yell at them if I’m outta my mind

Hence

My respite

My solitude

The Internet has eyes

always

that’s not really my problem

let the rich creeps look at love

they must get jealous

the lying, the hiding

that’s the path that is being forged

that’s the solution they’ve meta ingrained

I swore the past off 10 years ago

social media seemed funky

now , for your benefit

i do gotta clean up my life

Total Truth is what Compliance can Promise

everything you do

everything question you’ve asked

every connection

data point

I know why I spent so long these past 2 years trying to find myself

and yes, I had to use desperate messures

and then I got annoying'

Now I can only Fight

and show both sides

what they bout to be Missing.

If you are an Adult

if you are a Kind human being

no 1 cares who you are into

unless they only can care about themselves

in a wrong place

in a wrong time

And the world is probably overpopulated. ..

so if I have to push myself …'

my morals….

to reach fame

( Hollywood is dead, Matthew )

I like making you question me

that’s probably why I can question music

Outrage Sells,

and that’s all they had for 20 years

the 2000s was the split

Indie Rockers

Pop Producers

Rappers

idk what the Industry does next

i’m not sure I woulda cut it, anyways

if I keep going

I could find a way to make money

Some great Music was Made

but the Fads grabbed the Shine

as the Internet could only Divide

the old and new

I know I gotta get Professional still but I am listening to myself from months ago and realizing I gotta remember when to cool it

I am supposed to be Musical

I am supposed to want Fame

Is the world ending?

always.

If you pay attention to the Meta messaging

Your newscasters parents are held hostage

and the Drycleaning for Israel get’s washed by your Politicians

and your country is in the collapse, now

you can blame

you can cry

but can you fix

can you fight ?

And money has our Mouths

even mine

even before I decide

you tell me the Whites had it too much

too good

I can buy

not while Empire shifts

secretly

not at the same time

Make the new lines Clear.

and maybe we will fucking feel like singing

for once.

you fucks.


That’s why I choose Green

I just fucking wanna be able to sing

I guess if I chose Music

I have to say goodbye, for Good

to the Internet

it’s too hard on me, honestly

i picked out a fake gf and annoyed some people who forgot most likely

i shoulda had the music part figured first i suppose

As an Artist

I feel like I have to Feel this Thing

I ‘ve felt it since 2008

and I have to Show the World my Fracture

my confusion

I almost died doing it the Wrong Way.

be something worth Saving.

I’ll listen to any Conservative who remembers that questioning Trump is their Job

I’ll listen to any Progressive that recognizes it might come down to them, to be the Responsible Conservatives

this next term

America is Corrupt

I want us to be Free

I guess I don’t care much else other than That

and I recognize

in saying it

in by pointing it out

we further our Divide

I push potential fans and hearts away

and I could be Wrong

an Artist should be given leeway but not complete reign

“Everybody Wants to Rule the World “


( ok , in reality
I am realizing I am like maybe 50% there

If i wanna be considered a “rock God “

and I do realize I legit have 0 fans )